AmiHeartsYou

Hey hey hey guys!  

So I'm officially back at school and starting with my 2nd term! I'm already in 11th grade, since the school year here starts in April. 

If you were wondering, I'm taking the following classes!!
-Chemistry
-Biology
-Physics
-Mathematics
-English

It's mostly Science oriented since I'm planning on doing Chemical Engineering in university. We don't have that many classes to choose from here, so it really basic tbh. But the subjects themselves cover alot, sigh. 

But I am also a Vice Captain in the Student Council and it gets really busy. And due to a certain English Teacher who suggested my name to the other teachers, I am now stuck writing the narration/host scripts whenever we organize events or programs at school. Apparently, he would help me, but he can't "match my standard" and it would "bring down my name". You little... (i can't badmouth him since he found my dA via google gdi)

!!! I have also started working on my commissions! If you wanna check the progress of the commission just head over to my Donate box, as I update it regularly concerning progress of commishes. I'm planning to be more involved with my writing and my dA, since I've been very inactive since the year started.

I started going for Karate back in July, and I've recently gotten my Blue Belt! Ah. Karate is great. I'm having so much fun.

Also a small heads up, I'm planning to do a Kiriban in the near future. When I'm ready I will post a journal concerning it. Stay tuned!! ovo

I'd also like to thank anyone who commissioned me, again, I'm so happy and I've managed to raise so many points for myself! I will hold it again in the future, since this one was a huge success!

So, there's this thing... and maybe I'm being overly critical, but seriously, I don't think what I produce is good. It's tacky, at best. My writing style is a mess, sometimes it's not even coherent. My pacing is absolutely terrible, and I can't write characters well at all. While writing I can't describe what's happening well, and I write at the level of a 5 year old. My wording is grotesque. Oh God. It's horrendous. Sometimes I read over my work and I have to look away and cringe. Fuck, how can I write something so badly? Maybe I should just stop. Is something I think alot. 

Actually what I'm trying to say is, I'd like to get your guys' opinion on something: I'm planning to get an ao3 account, fanfiction.net account and a sideblog on tumblr for my work. I'm not sure if I should, and I'm really self-conscious about it, honestly. I don't think I'd be that popular, since my writing isn't that great anyway. But I guess, I'd like the opinions of my watchers about it. I honestly am not very confident in my writing, and I don't feel like it could attract anyone? I don't know if it's my self esteem issue here, but honestly when I read my work it's... not that good? Ahhh, I don't know. Hence, I'd like to know what you think! Please tell me your opinions! 

I'm sure alot of you have started school already, and I wish you guys the best of luck!


Never Yours,
Ami.

Hey there everyone! I took a break and just mellowed out and I feel great. So I've been thinking about it, and hopefully this will work out well, and I think I'm going to start doing....

COMMISSIONS?

yEAH. So. I've been low on points lately and there are alot of people I want to donate points to and what not, so I thought I'd start doing fanfic commissions! If this goes well, I will hold it again? So yeah!! UWU 

Here are the details:

• I want to make it really inexpensive, so the commishes will range from a minimum of 1 point to a maximum of 5! I won't charge more than 5 points!
• I will charge based on difficulty for me, for example if the fic requires alot of detail and is lengthy and will have alot of development, etc I will charge more!
• So,

-If you want me to write something short and sweet, it will be just 1 point!
-Multiple drabbles compiled in a fic will range from 2-3 points!
-A one-shot can can range from 3-4 points!
-And a very detailed piece will be 5 points! (I don't think I will charge 5 points tbh ill just wimp out and charge you 4 points probs so this is p rare!)

• Unfortunately, I can only have 2 commission spots per person, meaning you can commission me only 2 fics!
• If this gets alot of attention, I will probably close it because I don't want to be swamped haha. So, if you wish to commission me please do so before I close it!
• So, if you want to commission me, please comment below that you will, so I can take note of you and tell me how many commission spots you're planning to take!

You have two spots per person, so it will go like this: "I wish to commission you, I'll be taking one/or both of my commission spots!"

• After you have commented please send me a note, telling me what you'd like me to write and we can discuss the price!
• ALSO REMEMBER THAT WHATEVER YOU REQUEST ME CAN ALSO BE DECLINED. THERE ARE CERTAIN THINGS THAT I CAN TURN DOWN TO WRITE. IF I FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE WITH YOUR REQUEST, I CAN DECLINE. For example, I will not write things that do not involve the consent of all the parties, i.e 'NON-CON', rape mentions, hardcore smut (tbh this is a little dodgy because i have written smut alot but have not published them I can write this for you but it will be private to you ONLY).
• If I am uncomfy do not worry you will not lose your spot, I will just ask you to change your request!
• Also, please try to send me orders from fandoms I KNOW. I can't really write on things I don't know. If you are unsure, you can ask me ofc! Example: 'Have you watched Haikyuu!! ? My order is from that anime.' 'Yes I have!!' It's just that easy!
• I will not do OCs, sorry! 
• And lastly, you will pay me only AFTER I have done your commission. Once I'm done, I will publish the deviation and paste a link on your page to it, then you can pay me!
• P.S please do not take advantage of me in this way, i.e commissioning and then refusing to pay. This is very abusive and insulting, please respect the work that gets put into this!
  
• I will start working on my commissions on September 1st, so please place your orders before then!
• If you have any further questions, please ask me! THANK YOU!! 

I will also post this on my donate box!! ovo If you are planning to commission me, AHHH I AM SO GRATEFUL THANK U THANK U THANK U this means alot to me and really boosts my confidence as a writer!! If you don't wish to commission me ITS FINE I LOVE U and comment below telling me how your day was instead hehe!! 

I WOULD ALSO APPRECIATE IT IF YOU COULD MAYBE INCLUDE ME IN YOUR JOURNAL OR ON YOUR dA stating that I'm doing commissions so the word gets out! You don't HAVE to ofc!!


Never Yours,
Ami.

hi everyone. I know I posted a journal about me getting all pumped about writing but... I'm sorry I just.

I can't write right now. I don't know what's wrong to be honest, I just can't... maybe there's something wrong with me and my mood is affecting my writing but I just..  oh god I'm so sorry I'm so sorry I know I promised you things I know that so and I feel so bad I swear it's tearing me up inside but I just can't oh god I don't know what to do with myself i just feel so bad like im eating ash and just crying and i feel ridiculously isolated and I'm so sorry everyone im sorry if I've let you down im sorry if I'm just

I'm just so sorry please please don't get angry although I can't blame you if you did but I... I'm just so lost right now I feel like i need some time... I'm so sorry but I won't be on much or write much or do much at all because
Because I just don't
I'm so sorry....

hA.. ha. HA.

Please don't kill me.


Okay so I haven't updated much. Yes. I know.


but hhh I'm on Summer vacation so I'm planning to be alot more active in this month and the next! I'm actually really busy with school these days, and going to higher grades with more demanding work is the worssttt nngh But I have not forgotten mY WRITER RESPONSIBILITIES. NEVER. NOPE. I HAVEN'T. i have again im so sorry

Anyways, I really owe it to the people on this site, my readers and such- and ofcourse the friends I've made on here. You guys are the best and thank you sosososo much for supporting a lazy butt like me.

I've been watching a ridiculous amount of anime lately, and better better ones keep coming out! idk i wanna keep up with you folks out there so what have you guys been watching? I've been rewatching Bleach, plus new animes like Tokyo Ghoul, Free!'s 2nd Season, the DMMD anime (woot woot) and Mekakucity Actors/ Kagepro stuff in general. I'm planning to watch more Sports Anime like Yowamushi Pedal and Haikyuu!! - tell me stuff you're watching/reading go my children go go go 



Never Yours,
Ami.

//BREATHES

hELLO
Okay, so I have officially completed my mid terms last month, and I have sortof started writing again. I feel better now compared to the last few months but I'd be lying if I said there weren't major issues I still have to face. But it's officially my birthday month, and hopefully I'll be lucky. November, please be kind to me!

I HAVE MISSED THIS SITE AND MY FRIENDS A BUNCH, AND I JUST WANT TO APOLOGIZE TO MY FRIENDS AND WATCHERS FOR BEING SO INACTIVE AND AWAY FOR SO LONG. IM SORRY MY PROBLEMS TOO THIS LONG TO SORT OUT, BUT IM FINALLY ON TRACK NOW. AND HOPEFULLY THE FICS WILL START ROLLING FROM HENCEFORTH.

Anyway, I realize Pokèmon X/Y has been released but I haven't gotten my copy of it yet. Heck, I don't even have a 3ds. Hopefully I'll be able to get it soo  and start playing!! ovo

I'll be playing the Violin with my guitarist friend in school soon, so I'm just preparing for that. _{I still haven't sent him his chords yet shhhh sorry Patrick oppa}

Anyways, I haven't been able to catch up with all of you yet... so have my little darlings been doing? ♡





Never Yours,
Ami.